Where is Cre?

Some of you are probably wondering where I've been & why I haven't posted videos on Youtube, been on BlogTV or Skype....well, to be blunt, life is kicking my ass right now!

Now, I've never been one to wear a veneer of happiness or a plastic smile & pretend everything's okay. I don't know how to. 

I actually do give a crap about my channel and the type of videos I put out; therefore, I won't be uploading any videos until I get my sh*t together.

Now, some of you might be saying: "Cre, your issues off-line have nothing to do with your channel, keep posting videos!"

Um, no.

As I said, I can't fake feelings. If I get in front of the camera, believe me, you're gonna know something's wrong. I wear my emotions on my face constantly; hell, if you follow me on twitter, you already know something's up based off the type of tweets I put out -I can't help it. 

I'm not a half-ass person & if I can't give 100% of myself to something, then I give nothing -until I can be completely present.

I am constantly humbled by the people who watch my videos and make it a point to compliment me. I'm amazed anyone watches me at all! I don't ever want to get to the point where I stop caring; once that happens, I might as well cancel my YouTube account.

But don't worry, that's NOT going to happen!

I'll be back posting videos and hopefully making someone out there smile. I don't try to be anything other that what I am; and I thank all of you who support me for just being myself.

-Cre